gaaahhhhh

I messed up my homepage this morninggg...

I woke up wanting to work on it so bad that I tampered with it half-asleep and broke it. I wanted to make the side gifs stay where they are beside the header on ANY screen, which still isnt a possibility :((( I still haven't figured it out and it's been 24 hours. I wouldn't have an issue asking someone for help, if I only knew who to ask, and if that someone would be okay with answering more than one question, because I have SO many. (If you're visiting and you are up to this task, please email me at lovemiminot@gmail.com)

AAA IT ALL LOOKS SO COOL NOW!

What I've done with the gifs on the sides looks so pretty, I couldn't be happier with the look!! I wanna add a lemur girl pagedoll to the journal page, layered on top of the text box and holding a pencil to it, as if she's in the middle of writing the entries. Before I do that, though, I have to create the other two planned pages, the img galleries. I've got an idea of what i want it to look like, lets see how close I can get to that considering how much I know about site design.

I have this feeling that I should be embarrassed... as if I did something embarrasing today, but I can't put my finger on it. I find myself lamenting over the mistakes of the day so often, that sometimes, when I lie in bed and don't feel I did anything cringeworthy, I skim through the day in my mind to find something. It's horrid! I guess I really didn't do anything embarrassing today, but deep within me is this feeling that maybe I forgot something, and something yucky really did happen.

I need to forgive myself for being human so that I don't go looking for my mistakes while trying to fall asleep. I say I accept myself that way, but then I go back on it, doubt myself, shame myself, All because I "shoulda woulda coulda". I need to chill out, nothing is that deep.